Tuesday, September 05, 2006
this profs shocked me with an email saying that he didnt receive my quiz paper.
the funny thing is, my paper's already graded.
haha.
apparently he mistook me for someone else.
blah.
so hall 8 pageant has finally ended.
mixed feelings i would say.
glad that all the trainings have finally wrapped-up.
but there's this tinge of sadness.
or rather, feeling nostalgic.
after all, we've been through many things together.
and though it was a competition towards the end, achieving the title was the last thing on everyone's mind.
instead, most outings(such as going for catwalk trainings, clothes fitting) were filled with laughter and consolation.
and we don't just meet up only when we'd to.
midnight joggings, pageant dinners, midnight studies.
now that everything has ended, i feel so lost.
anyhow, congrats to vincent and shuying!
wonder when they're treating us.
hahaha.
yesterday was way weird.
because after 3weeks or so, i'm suddenly free.
so after pageant and clan dinner, we headed to vincent's room.
for some talkings.
rumours are spreading like wildfire in hall 8.
it's inevitable.
but what leonard said is true.
so long as it isn't true and that your conscience is clear, we shouldn't allow such things bother us.
so stressed up with schoolwork.
sigh.
i'm feeling disorientated.
haha.
at the way things are heading, it seems hopeless.
i don't deny that i'm a tad swayed because of certain things.
i don't know why i'm feeling this way.
ok maybe i do for one matter.
but definitely not for the other.
yeah i know i sound ambiguous.
maybe because i'm complicated.
no not maybe.
i am. period.
but this really isn't the outcome i've anticipated.
tell me what to do.
you'll never know it's you.
neither do i expect it to be you.but some things just arent meant to be revealed.just hope that this bugging feeling would soon go away.please.its killing me softly.vous ne saurez jamais
take me with you
10:46 PM
